I am not well today. Don't know if it is lack of sleep or some kind of precursor to a disease, or maybe I am just old. Any of those could be the culprit, but I suspect it is microwaves. That's how they are going to get you, microwave your donuts and see if you can survive. It's a good plan, but sneaky, really sneaky.
Not a lot of good stories to tell. Most of these days are a blur. I don't remember what day it is, so I get surprised when things happen that I did not know anything about. Take for instance, it is almost time for me to go home and I should be packing things up in preparation for running out the door. But here I sit, typing into this here machine, and what is it for, a little campfire music that can only be enjoyed when you go to the market. It is disturbing.
I am not sure when I started typing in this entry. It was a few days ago. I am certain it has made no sense so far. We might try to keep up with that trend.
Juanita has lost 30 kilos. She is very proud of herself. She looks good but I always think she looks good, so I am not a good judge of it. I cannot keep a straight thought today, forgot what I was typing in the middle of typing it. I am going to stop and give it another rest. See if I can get more focused later. A lot of it has to do with work, I am pretty frazzled right now and upset by the changes. I will try to calm down and see if I get better.
Didn't calm down, got worse, but let's type for a while and see what happens. Hard to not talk about the work but I am going to give it a try. Not sure what I have to say, but since this is all made up anyway, I am sure I can spin a few yarns.
So, Juanita has lost weight. I haven't. I have been steady at the same weight for a while now. I have not really been trying but I don't ever really try, or I don't really believe in it. Plus, I am too old, so what am I trying to do. My life expectancy is set, not a lot I can do now to change it. I will either die at 70 or live to be 100. Not really anything I can do.
Maeghan is all set to go to the Barbie movie with Shayla. I think they are going Monday or something. Both of them bought a pink shirt and pink socks. Shayla is going to come over to our house and stay the night after they go. I have not been told how they are getting there or how they are getting back. I am assuming I am doing it, but I don't really know. I have been so exhausted lately when I get home from work, I have not been able to do anything. I just make dinner and then go to bed. Sometimes I sleep until the alarm goes off at 3:00, sometimes I wake up at 12:30 and stay up all night. I find it is easier if I have my headphones playing while I sleep. Not sure why, but I seem to stay asleep longer that way. But maybe that is why I am so tired, not really sleeping with them on, only partially sleeping. I don't know.
Juanita has lost part of her sleep machine. I have no idea who you lose part of it since it sits next to the bed all the time, but the filter is missing. She has been sleeping without it lately. I have one also, but she cannot use my mask. It is just an over the nose mask and you have to keep your mouth shut to use it. I don't ever use it mainly because I sleep mostly with my mouth open, and I find the whole thing uncomfortable. I don't wear it. I have had it for a number of years, but I have only used it a few times and not at all in the past two years or so. I don't believe in them, but that is a different story. Juanita seems to be sleeping well without it but I know it will not last long before she goes back to wearing one. Maybe we can get a new mask for mine or a filter for hers. They are both expensive, so whatever is cheaper will probably be what we go with.
Just had the lunch rush at school. The eat lunch rather late here, 1:30. School gets out at 3:15, so they only have one class after lunch. Just seems early to me. Today, they have something called Blue day. Non idea what that means but a lot of the girls are dressed in costumes and there are some activities during lunch. It has been raining off and on, but for now, I don't see any rain so maybe they can go through with the activities.
We go to Costco tonight. We usually go on Thursday. I have someone up here at work that is hinting they want to join Costco and they want me to take them sometime to see what it is like. I am not sure when he wants to do this but he lives over near the other Costco, so it would have to be a trip for me, unless he wants to drive all the to my house to go. We live on opposite sides of town. He tells me there is a new Costco somewhere. I have been hearing they are going to build a new one, but he seems to think it is already built. I have my doubts. Maybe I should look it up. I just did. It would appear there is a new one on the Gold Coast, near Dreamworld. Might have to take a trip over there soon just to check it out.
I don't hear any festivities at the moment. I wonder if they have not started yet or if they have cancelled it because of the rain. Hard to say. I can hear all the girls at lunch. None of them are coming in here. They usually do that just after lunch, before their last class. Some of them come in to borrow a laptop as theirs do not last all day. There are chargers around the school, but not nearly enough. And the ones we have are broken a lot of the time. I have to run over an fix them. Problem with that is, they do not come here to ask me to go fix it until I have a room full of students, so it makes it difficult to break away and go do that.
I was just told they are redefining all the roles at work. No one has talked to me about anything. I think I need to leave or take some time off. In any case, I am going to stop typing. Too much going on for me to contemplate.
Until next time,
Later
Remember
It will all be ok in the end, and if it's not ok, then it's not the end.
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