Blogger has told me they are going to take down some of my pictures. Apparently, they are movies that are not allowed. I haven't put any movies in here that I know of. I think it might be something about my iPhone taking movies with all its pictures and saving them that way. I have no idea. They said they will not play on the platform and never have. I really don't know what they are talking about. I guess I will wait for them to disappear and then replace them. I am hoping they are not deleting the entire entry and only deleting the picture. They recommend I make a backup of my blog before they do it. So I have 30 days to figure out how to back this up. Then I have to figure out how to restore it if I ever have to do that. Not a lot of instructions on how, why, and when this is going to happen. They say in the next 30 days. We will have to see.
I have kind of looked it up. It will be something I need to do at home. There is an option to backup your blog, but I don't know how that works and I don't want to do it at work. There is also a section on pictures and videos in the blog. It says I do not have any videos. I have no idea what that means. It also says there are three sections for MWNews, each with a couple of hundred photos in each. I have no idea what that means either. Going to require me to do some work at home. I hate that. I have no desire to work on computers at home. I am burned out on working on computers. Don't want to do it anymore. Don't want to have this job anymore. But, I have 30 days to get it backed up, so I suppose I need to do that. My question is, if I back it up, and they delete the pictures or entries or whatever it is they are going to delete, how do I restore it. If it does not allow the videos it says are there, how do you restore it without the videos.
I hate change.
Enough about me, let's talk about me. I went to the doctor yesterday to report my heart attack. I made the horrible mistake about saying I thought I had a heart attack. We spent the next 10 minutes trying to explain that I have no evidence of a heart attack, only past experience with this type of pain. No matter how much I explained, he kept asking me what hospital I went to. I finally had to say never mind, I didn't have a heart attack, I had chest pain and the cardiologist said I should have my GP arrange for me to go visit him again. I said that was why I was there. If he had some tests or anything he wanted to do first, then we can do that. So I am scheduled for an echocardiogram in a couple of weeks. He did a listen to my chest and back and said I also needed to be checked for fluid in my lungs and then to come back and we would go over all the medication I was taking to make sure it was the right medication. Since some of it has been prescribed by the cardiologist and some of it by him and some of it the last time I was in hospital and some of it from my previous doctor four years ago, he thought it would be a good idea to go over it all. I said I thought it was all in my records but he said no, it wasn't. Have I ever mentioned my distrust and lack of belief in the competence of the medical profession. Maybe I have.
So I am scheduled for more tests. I am sure, a year from now, they will decide I need another angiogram, which will lead to angioplasty. So time off work. Or maybe I will be retired by then. I doubt it as retirement is looking farther and farther away. I have this sneaking suspicion I will be back in for open heart surgery at some point. No evidence of that, it is just a suspicion on my part. The surgeon who did the last one, twenty years ago, said I would probably be back at some point since I was so young at the time. Maybe I am too old now and they won't do it, but I think this is the age when most people have it done the first time.
I am also very tired all the time. I have always put it down to lack of sleep, 5 hours a night is about all I get these days. But it seems I am extra tired and get tired very easily these days. Plus, I am having trouble breathing or I am short of breath all the time. And to top it all off, my back hurts. Don't think that is related to anything, but it hurts all the time now. Old age, overweight most of my life, it is finally starting to catch up with me. And I have to mention, happening right now, that I am eating a mandarin and it is one of the most sour mandarins I have ever eaten. Just thought you needed to know while I was complaining.
Expect other updates on my health, or what little I have left. Mentally, I am still a wreck. Forget everything, get lost all the time, unable to concentrate, just a series of events that will eventually cause me to lose my mind. But hey, the doctors tell me there is nothing wrong with me. They will keep saying that right up till the time they diagnose me with Alzheimer. Everything says early detection is key, but since I have nothing wrong with me, and forty percent of all people have it, I am one of the lucky few who will not get that disease. Good on me.
Have you enjoyed my tale so far. I am going to publish it as is. Have no work to do, so I need to go pretend I am useful. I published the last report for the trip to New Zealand. I have a lot of other stories but I thought I should stop doing this for the day. It is only 9:00 in the morning, so I might start another one soon. Three in one day. That would be interesting. This one doesn't really count, it is just me complaining. I should reserve a special tag for those. That might be the largest group when I am done.
So it's goodbye from me and its goodbye from him.
Later