I think I have stuff to do but I can't remember what it is. Now I can't even remember what it was I forgot. Let's pretend I started this on a Thursday and managed to finish it in one day.
I am going to visit Maeghan this weekend. Don't know when and she is not aware of it yet. She called last night just to say hi. Haven't seen her in a couple of weeks. She has a lot of school work to do and her laptop is acting up, so it takes her longer to do it than it should. I thought about buying her a new iPad but decided it was just too expensive right now. We have the trip to Tasmania and William's birthday and of course the reason for the trip, Juanita's birthday. So it might be a bit tight unless I dip into my retirement money. I will probably end up doing that anyway, but I need to make sure I actually need it and that I take out enough to cover everything. By then, Maeghan will have finished her current project. I think her school term ends soon, so probably look at something for Christmas if she still needs it.
I still haven't got William out for driving. Maybe I will do that this weekend also. I have a lot of chores to catch up on at home but since I have been putting them off for months, I might just put them off again. I need to fix one of the cabinet doors, which I keep forgetting about and when you open it, it falls off the hinges. Probably have to replace the whole thing but if I am not currently opening it, I forget I need to do it. Until the next time it happens. Maybe I will just take it off and leave it off. This is the third time it has happened, so either my fixes don't last or it is broken and cannot be fixed. Once I start that, which will have to be the first thing I do, I will be too tired to do anything else so none of the chores will get done again.
Most of the problem is, I am very tired all the time. I have no idea why. I have started getting more sleep, or I think I have. I am not waking up during the night as much as I used to and I am being woken up by my alarm. Normally, I wake up one or two hours before my alarm goes off. I then can't get back to sleep, so I stay up and only sleep about 4 hours a night. Been doing that for years. A lot of years. Now, I sleep until the alarm goes off but I am tired all day long. Tired to the point where I cannot walk anywhere and when I do, I am exhausted when I get back. Can't wait to sit down and rest. Old people are so funny.
Talking about me and myself again. I am thinking that is all I do anymore. I go for a heart scan on Saturday. Then back to the doctor to review my medication. Since no one knows why I take any of it, he thought it would be a good idea to go over it and see what I actually need. I tried to do that 5 years ago but the only thing that happened was they proscribed more medication. I was just about to go into a long winded example of the incompetence of the medical profession but decided I couldn't spell half the words and I really didn't want to do that again, so I left it.
I was talking about William and his lack of driving skills. I am not sure where Maeghan is with her driving. I think she is still having lessons, but I am not sure. I will have to find out. William has never driven a car. He says he can, but he has never done it, so I am not sure what he is basing his abilities on. He says he is too big to drive, and while that may be so, lots of people his height drive. You just have to get used to it. We will see how it goes when I get him out to try. I have found a fairly large parking lot at a train station that is not used on the weekends. I am hoping to get him out there and see how he goes. Just to let him get used to driving a car. Now that my car is two years old, I am less inclined to worry about him ruining my new car. I pay for insurance. Not that he is on it, but with an empty parking lot, maybe no one else will be involved and I can say I was driving. Who's going to contradict me. William probably.
I think we have something else planned soon but I can't remember what it is. Last weekend, we went to Chermside because we had not been in a while, but I found out I don't really like going to the shops anymore. There is the whole getting tired way too often. And the spending money thing. Seems every time I go to the shops with Juanita, she finds a couple of hundred dollars worth of new clothes to buy.
I should mention, if I haven't before, that Juanita has lost a lot of weight in the past six? months. She had that tie your innards into a know thing done. I won't go into the my opinion of the merits of that operation, and making that statement kind of hints at my feelings, but she has lost about 50 kilos since then. Hopefully, she won't read this, but it kind of makes her look old now. Lots of loose skin and stuff. Not bad, but different.
Of course, it means she needs all new clothes and she takes every opportunity to buy them. She probably doesn't realise it, but in the past few months she has spent several thousand dollars on new clothes. She had to do it, he other clothes no longer fit, but we don't need to do it every time we go out. Makes me reluctant to go anywhere.
My ideal trip to the mall is to sit and have coffee at every coffee shop we come to, or at least my favorites. At Chermside, there are two, maybe three that I like. I'd like to stop at each one and just watch the crowds. But there, the crowds are too big, the noise is too loud and I can't drink that much coffee. At Morayfield, where we live, there are three coffee shops that I like but we only ever go to one because we have been there so many times, 2 or 3 times a week. We only go to the shops we want to go to and then have a coffee. Then we go home. At Chermside, one of the largest shopping malls in the southern hemisphere, it takes hours just to walk around to everything. Lots of places to see and do, and there is always something new, but I think it might just be too big now. Too much walking. Since it is about 45 minutes away, it is the closest, but not one of my favorites anymore.
I'd like to go on some of the drives we used to do. Problem is, Juanita works on Saturday, so that leaves Sunday. Sunday, a lot of shops are closed. And the fact that it is the day after Juanita has worked three straight 9 hour days, so she doesn't wake up and get ready until around 10. I have been up for 7 hours by then and I am ready to do nothing. If we start that late, we don't get anywhere until noon and then it is just a quick fly by and then we have to head home. If I can get her to get up around 7, we can be out by 8. Still too late for me, but nothing is open that early anyway, so getting up early to do things is a problem. We have to figure out something as we are both in a rut and need something new, or at least something we both can do at together.
I have gone on a bit too long with this. It does mean I can close this entry and start another. More about the kids hopefully. Seems to be a common refrain. But that's it for now.
Later