It has degenerated into me complaining about my health, talking about my job, talking about my feelings and perceptions. It is supposed to be about the kids and there is just not enough content to support that anymore. I don't know why, but it feels like even if I do mention the kids, it is some boring things that no one wants or needs to listen to. Yes, they might be interesting, but the entertainment and basic amusement of it all seems to have been lost. Probably a flaw with me. I just don't feel it anymore.
I am sure I will be back with more at some point, but for now, I think I have to give it up. I just hate talking about myself all the time when I should be talking about the kids. I mean, right now, as I write this, someone has come through the office smelling of tomato ketchup. Not sure who it is but the smell is very strong. It is morning break time, so they come in here a lot to sit and eat something and right not, it smells of sauce. A bit overwhelming.
It is things like that, that I should not be including in here. It is entertaining for me and I enjoy it, but does anyone else and, in the future, when I want the kids to go back and read this stuff, will it be interesting to them. I think not. Maybe, but I think not.
I want to be able to celebrate the kids and their accomplishments. But writing in here just doesn't cut it anymore. I need to spend time with them and not time writing about them.
I will be back, can't help myself, but for now, this will be the end until next time, whenever that occurs. It's been fun. I hope the is good for the kids if they ever get around to reading this. I am not sure they have ever read it, but I will make sure they have the address.
Later
Remember
It will all be ok in the end, and if it's not ok, then it's not the end.
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